Now i realise EVERY thing... EVERY THING!!!!
Im the one make a problem..
Im the one making a mess...
I ask myself "Am i me?". The usually me?
Thinking...

There are so many things inside my head. Massing around my head.. THINKING???
"What am i doing?... what am i doing all this while.. Call myself understanding... Bullshit!!!
Sial la aku phm eh... ape kate MCm phm...
aku tak phm diri aku ape aku nk...

When i tgk tb die nga blogging... thn she ask me 2 read?...
i read but she donnoe i got problem...
when i read the frist sentence... it really bOOM me out...thinking F***k arh...
what i have done... ever thing have been cleared..
That she ask me tman kn die g mac..

When we walk2.. She ask me "asl dngn kau gado lagi ke" fristly i donnoe that she noe..
I ask her "Cmne kau tahu".. she reply "I read ain blog & my Blog"
We talk now i understand...
I juz toO much... i love her so much...

My sis talk to me seriuosly now i understand why..
Why my Gurl (BiBieAyin) say that im nort understand... & Aku ade dngn die tapi "DuLu"...
wondering why... & now i really understand... I felt so Sorie too her...
i really ruin ur LiFE..
Im i call myself a boyfriend!!..Where am i where is syukri the really syukri... that i noe..
she waiting for me the real syukri that she noe...
im so disappointed by my self...
SERIously.. Asking myself where the real SYUKRI... That i noe
Now i noe where is he.. the real syukri.. the real he is deep inside my heart waiting 2 go out.. crying...
I really sori to her that im have been like this all this while never realise that im really really change...

Now i noe that iam really really change alot!!!...
I really don noe how i wanna put my FACE...
How to meet her... begging for forgiveness...
Aku MALU tahu tak MALU nk jmpe die mintak maaf... ;,(
I don noe how... Aku malu...