I worke up sial LA; i thougth going 2 work hahaha TAk la sey... 2day i not working hahah... relx beb!!...
the sad thing was when yesterdae i heard my bibie said to me yg Dhee my fwen gado dngn mattae die.. got 3rd party... sial la haish.. in reletionship always like this not all la..

now i read dhee blog.. i read very thing.. i felt bad 4 her..
But dhee in this world.. we need 2 face this SHIT.. this alL SHIT.. tahu tk..
Nye bukan senang SAKIT HATI... but we reallt need 2 face this... in reletionship sabaran die besabah.. this most imPORTANT!!..

But klu da mcm 2 i donnoe arh.. the thing is, is up 2 u 2 go witch path u wanna go..

LIKE THIS LA IF U WANNA MEET OR WAT JUZ KOL ME.. WAT AYIN SAY AT UR TEXT SHE THERE 4 U.. WE THERE 4 U :)SPELLING SALA BTL KN EH...

Today i have a Happy day!!...
As normal Wit my bibie... mowing i wake up and start working wit my family at stall..

After working i when homE & get chance.. fetch my Bibie gurl at work...
We buy same burger & eat at one place memorable :) &
We che-chat talk nonses.. laugh all about.. hehe:) hapi alwayz
loOve u bibie.. Alwayz.. I have a great tyme u noe that:)

HAPPY 2day i want out wiy my Bibie.. go out have a chat..
Go out as normal SUNTEC... hehe:) Eat at KFC the funny of all is.. we always eat there & starting saterday she work at the KFC the same KFC that we always eat hahahaha... Wish her all the best & GOOD LUCK jngn TakoT k...

The HAPPINESS oF all is I layout all my feelling to her.. EVERY thing what i trying to say to her.. i hope she understand... Yes i make a mistake i Betol2 mintak maaff... bagging For forgiveness...:(

She Forgive me.. she understand me what i trying to say..:) im so hapi that all this while i really know who i am.. i'm syukri ,, understanding( i think so hehe) & lot of advise.. mostly caring...:)

To hafiz i really sori arh... lek arh bro tak mcm nie pe... ku phm kau tak nk rosak kn reletionship kite.. Aku over sangat.. aku tahu... aku tahu kau knl die lame.. kawan lame... tapi tak ya la susa2 nk belikan makanan terime kasih la banyak2... aku tahu kau phm ape maksot aku..

Trun the table klu la seorang lelaki beli kan bende or makanan "Yes i admit is sweet".. for your Gurl?.. kau mesti rase ragu2.. kau tak nak kene di pemainkan... takot2 matae kau kene rampas..
or terpikat.. pembuatan die.. nnt da suke.. Da suke pulak nnt die tak de perasaan kat kau lagi.. btol ape aku ckp... harap kau phm ape maksot aku... THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING... Tapi kau tak ya la lari kn diri pe mcm 2 Haiya... giler ya org...

Now i realise EVERY thing... EVERY THING!!!!
Im the one make a problem..
Im the one making a mess...
I ask myself "Am i me?". The usually me?
Thinking...

There are so many things inside my head. Massing around my head.. THINKING???
"What am i doing?... what am i doing all this while.. Call myself understanding... Bullshit!!!
Sial la aku phm eh... ape kate MCm phm...
aku tak phm diri aku ape aku nk...

When i tgk tb die nga blogging... thn she ask me 2 read?...
i read but she donnoe i got problem...
when i read the frist sentence... it really bOOM me out...thinking F***k arh...
what i have done... ever thing have been cleared..
That she ask me tman kn die g mac..

When we walk2.. She ask me "asl dngn kau gado lagi ke" fristly i donnoe that she noe..
I ask her "Cmne kau tahu".. she reply "I read ain blog & my Blog"
We talk now i understand...
I juz toO much... i love her so much...

My sis talk to me seriuosly now i understand why..
Why my Gurl (BiBieAyin) say that im nort understand... & Aku ade dngn die tapi "DuLu"...
wondering why... & now i really understand... I felt so Sorie too her...
i really ruin ur LiFE..
Im i call myself a boyfriend!!..Where am i where is syukri the really syukri... that i noe..
she waiting for me the real syukri that she noe...
im so disappointed by my self...
SERIously.. Asking myself where the real SYUKRI... That i noe
Now i noe where is he.. the real syukri.. the real he is deep inside my heart waiting 2 go out.. crying...
I really sori to her that im have been like this all this while never realise that im really really change...

Now i noe that iam really really change alot!!!...
I really don noe how i wanna put my FACE...
How to meet her... begging for forgiveness...
Aku MALU tahu tak MALU nk jmpe die mintak maaf... ;,(
I don noe how... Aku malu...

i have really hard tyme right now really hard tyme... it juz about me... my self...
i donnoe why i feel bad about my self... i donnoe what happen 2 me if same one understand me that person noe why & noe what happen to me... but everbody don, even my family... I donnoe what happen 2 me... it juz ur friend buy u a thing but this is diffrent a food same thing like a thing... it realy recall back everthing i juz afraid k... i don wan that... ok juz give a chance to reveal ever thing out plz... i bag u... i baging u plz... i don wanna end here plz plz :,(

Now i realise What she wants...& i will try to give it to her...
All this while...
But same tyme people can't accept it...
But till they try to accept it for the person that They love...
Well i hope i am.. i hope i noe what i'm doing i hope im not mass it up... I TRY...
I Love You MY Dear My BibieGurl(BibieAyin)
Yes i can see she doing the bEst she can for me...
i can seE that...
You are so beautiful... u noe that..
i don wanna lose u..
U are so precious to Me ToO precious...
Will when i read Back u say im Diffrent
OK! i accept im diffrent "SAME of it"
But till My Love Till the same for u...
LOVE U BiBie.... (:

2dae i at home wanna go out leter wit my family...
For my Gurl( Biebieayin ) she out wit her friend BoyFriend not lovers...
well i donnoe im i do it right let her go out wit other guyz.. but she said that her old friend??
im in confused am i right 2 let her out wit other guyz??..
But same of the people that i noe say 2 me.
"U let ur gurl go out wit other guyz u crazy!!...Matae kau lawa mcm 2 kau kasi die kluar mcm 2 kau tak takot ke??" :(
Thatz Y i confuse am i do it right or wat... but i noe i trust her 90% serious talking but same tyme i afraid, :( i afraid she will like other guy like more better than me??.. :(
Nie semue buat aku ragu2 haish aku betol2 shhayang Sangat kat die... klu aku tak kasi die kluar takot die ckp aku ape pulak?? Ckp aku tak trust die la nie la haish... TATAWU la
Juz wan her 2 be hapi... I don wanna be like last tyme... control so much...
Try To understand... but afraid one same will happen wit us :(
The Questoin is Im i doing the right thing... juz let her go out wit other guyz...
Yes i trust her but still Im i doing the right thing... juz let her go out wit other guyz??...
I afraid thatz all...): i hope she understand?... :(